Is it time again?

I'm beginning to feel like it's time to date again. I'm so ambivalent about it. I've been on my own for so long and I don't like the idea of someone else expecting me to call at a certain time, be available whenever, run things by them, etc. I'm not sure I'm ever going to be able to have a full-time relationship. I'm not sure I want one. I would like to have someone to spend time with, have fun with, and all the other goodies but on my terms. Oh, I sound like a guy. I've just been independent for so long that sharing my life seems so difficult now. Time will tell, won't it?