Searching

So I've been searching on match.com. There are a few men who seem nice, intelligent, humorous, and attractive. It just sucks so bad to be in this position. I'm a good person - why can't I find Mr. Wonderful??

I did connect with a writer from Enfield last night. We are planning to talk by phone this weekend. He doesn't like to write his communications. :-) What's that about? He's a writer. I love email and think it's a great way to talk in the beginning and then later, to connect on a more intimate level. But that's me. I'll play along for now. The only issue I have with him right now is his name; Tim. I hate dating men who's names rhyme with mine. Four years of "Jim and Kim" was enough for me. Plus, everytime I got to type the name "Tim", I inevitably write Time instead. I don't know why. But it's such a small thing. I'm not that picky.

Every time I did a search on match.com last weekend and the beginning of this week, Rick came up as the first match. It was really unnerving but for some reason, I wasn't ready to block him. I have now. I want to move on. I have to. He's not ready for a relationship and even if he was, he's not the man for me, regardless of how nice he is and how incredible a lover he was. I'm sure there are other men who will fit into that category. Well, I pray there is.